How has God changed your life? What were the steps you took to get where you are now? Tell about who you are now, who you were before and how God completely transformed you life. Feel free to drop us a line!

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Mon, 08 Oct 2007 18:07:01

It all started with my brother, Nick. He invited me to his church. At first I was a little skeptical, but the closer I got to the Lord, the more my life changed for the better. I gave myself to the Lord about two years ago at an event called, Winterfest (one of the greatest events I've ever participated in.) I actually was given the opportunity to give my life to God through prayer with my brother and one of my best friends Gus. When I made the decision to join God's family, I have been so much happier, Physically and Mentally. My opinion is, if you choose to start a relationship with the Lord? That it will only turn your life around for the better.

Sincerely,
Brandon R. Charette

 

steven bellows

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 15:59:41

ok hi my name is steven bellows ok my story started my cuzin chris invited me to go to church for a kareke night and me at the time i didnt like to get in front of people o i just wen to meet gurls but then winterfest came along and t was the time of my life i gave my life to christ ad since then my life has been gettin so much better with my family friends he has helped me fromn the first time iwent ot church scared to go sing kareoke and now i am in drama and e tok away my frightness of beein in front of crowds and people i am so happy my cuzin brought me there cuz if it wasnt for god bein in him tellin him to bring me i woudnt be where i am today so thx chris and if you ever want to give your life to christ it is better hen u gettin money trust me i love money and its betterso thats my story thx

 

Ashley Charette

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 16:15:34

Hey There! My name is Ashley, i'm Nick's sister [the guy that made this website]. Well i want to you guys about the time I got saved. It was AWESOME!! It was when i went to this trip with Parkway it's called Winterfest. It was my first time going to Winterfest too. Well we were just praising God and singing. I got really into it :] You know the first day we went and praised God i was so worried about what other people around me thought but like the second day we went back i didn't care, i just threw up my arms and praised him! And it was the first time I have ever raised my hands when praising Him. So that was a big step for me also but then i just started praying to Him just telling Him how thankful i am and then i all the i sudden i just started crying! I have never felt anything like i did that day before in my whole life! And it was so good!! I will never ever forget that day or that feeling :]

 

Tim Cates

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 16:41:26

hey whats up my name iz Tim Cates but people at my church call me Timmy the fox!!! ok my story is weird kinda well i waz goin 2 parkway off and on but then i stopped goin but then one day about a year and a half ago when i waz at my aunt teris house they were talkin about god and i waz interested in what they were talkin about so i waz listinin 2 them and they asked me and my brother if we wanted 2 accept god into our lifes and hearts and i said yes and thats how it started then I stated attending Parkway and i got more involved and waz baptised and joined student leadership AND GOD HAS HELPED ME GET OUT OF MY SHELL AND BE COMFORTABLE IN FRONT OF PEOPLE AND NOW IM IN THE DRAMA TEAM AND ACTING IN SKITS

 

Megan

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 19:43:26

So my name is Megan, I am a youth leader at Parkway and also help Julie lead worship from time to time. I know this is geared for all you guys to post your stories but I thought I would post mine too.

I grew up in a Christian home and have always believed in God ever since I can remember. When I was around 16, after going through a lot of different problems and a series of mistakes, I kept asking God why I couldn't feel Him. I believe He was real and I wanted to love Him so badly but I didn't know how.

I struggled with these questions for years and just recently, after much needed mentoring by our awesome worship leader, Julie, I finally experienced God during an altar call. The Holy Spirit crashed down on me like a tital wave, surrounding me with a so much force. I just cried and prayed as the Holy Spirit filled me. It seemed like each pain I had experienced fell away with each tear that rolled off my cheeks.

Since then I have never been then same and my relationship with God is rich and I wouldn't trade it for anything or anyone in the world.

I love all you guys at Parkway! Don't ever give up on God! He's there! We may not always feel Him but He is always there waiting for you to find Him so He can pour His love all over you!

--- Sorry for the super long post ---

 

Dorothy Stockdale

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 09:38:00

Hello my name is Dorothy. My story is crazy to say the least. As I teenager I was extremely messed up with drugs. My 2 BEST FRIENDS killed themselves 2 weeks apart from each other and I blamed myself for not saving them all these years. For years I have suffered with eating disorders, cutting. and depression. I technically have been saved for about 3 years but haven't truly experienced God until about a year ago at a Perry Stone conference. That was the first time I was filled with the Holy Spirit. Let me tell you, the feeling of speaking a different tongue, crying, and shaking uncontrollably is the GREATEST feeling in the world. To some it sounds scary but it's really not. To understand in your spirit what your ears don't is truly amazing. Although I still struggle with these terrible strongholds , I know that the Lord is always waiting for me, with His arms outstretched for me to fall into. He is the one Who wipes away my tears of pain and replaces them with tears of joy. I thank all of you at Parkway for being there for me during this rough time in my life. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! GOD BLESS YOU!!!! and Nick, thank you for building this website. I hope this little piece of my life story can help even just 1 person! ;)

 

Alli Crader

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 15:14:53

Hey! My name is Alli and I go to Parkway! I am going to tell you how my story goes... Well when I was in 3rd grade I started going to a church wit my cuzin... i had been going there for like 3 years and within those three years I accepted Christ, but I never really had a strong relationship with him. Then one day we just quit going to church... After that I got into some pretty bad things... Things that no one at my age should have had to go through. I was always really depressed and I did wat i wanted. I didnt care what anyone thought. That is until one day my freshman year when one of my best friends asked me if i would go to church with her for this thing called Fallapalooza... I was a bit skeptical, but i went for her. I hadnt been to a church in soo long... I think it was my first or second time I went, I accepted Christ into my heart again... I had confess the things i had done... Also how they had been causing me pain. And slowly but surely God helped me to get over it. Helped me to realize that those things shouldn't be in my life. Now I am a much happier person. God is also helping me to get over being shy, i used to hate to be in front of people...But now I am in choir at my church, and they have got me thinkin about even joining DRAMA!... My relationship with God gets stronger and better EVERYDAY!

 

Kacie O'Brien

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 15:59:46

My story is still a work in progress, so I'll give you the beginnings....
I grew up in a disfunctional family, and pretty much lived with my best friend all through school. She and her family are really strong believers, and they are the ones that took me to church, and eventually helped lead me to Christ.
In high school, I dealt with some serious sin issues that had strong holds on my life and was really on fire for Christ and involved in a lot of ministry. Once I graduated and was out on my own, those same sin issues reared their ugly heads, and I walked away from God. However, all I can say is that God is faithful, and is restoring my heart and helping me overcome more than I ever thought possible. Its a hard walk to come back, but so worth it! I'm so excited to see what God has in store for me!

 

Julie Metro

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 16:36:41

Let's see...I'm old, so mine might be a little long! LOL.

I was raised in a home with great Christian parents who taught me about Christ, prayed for us kids and lived out their faith everyday. Our home wasn't perfect by any means, but because of their faithfulness to God, I was very involved in church and learned how to live out my faith.

Around 16 years old, I got caught up with the WRONG guy and decided for about two years to play the game of going to church while being "rebellious", thinking that no one would notice. My parents weren't dumb, but I was. I did a couple of dumb things in those two years, all the while knowing what I was doing was dumb. I had become numb to God's gentle call on my life. But even though I wanted out, I was in too deep... until the day that my mom confronted me about the way I was living. I couldn't hide it anymore and that desire to be free and live for God finally won over in me and I broke down. I confessed everything to her, asking her to forgive me and she did. Then she lovingly prayed for me and then sat with me as I went to God, asking for HIS forgiveness. I completely gave God my heart that night and after calling off the damaging relationship I was in, I never spoke to that person again. God gave me the strength to live solely for Him and I've never turned back. 3 months later, I went on a mission trip to Mexico where I fell madly in love with Stephen and I was married, youth pastoring with him and going through a ministerial internship program within one year after I gave it all to God.

I could've done without all that drama in my life, but God didn't waste any time picking me back up after I gave control of my heart to Him. If you're holding control of your life...give up...what God has in store is SO much better. I never thought my life would be this good and the years just keep getting better. God has always been faithful to me and has really blessed me and my family. I'm excited to see what all He has in store for my life.

 

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 20:09:53

Aight e'ry1 knos who I am. I been goin to Parkway my entire life. I ain't kiddin. I went ther for pre-skool. i've been thru all the lil kid classes. I'm a perfect example of, it doesn't matter if you'v gone to church your whole life, that doesn't make you a perfect christian. I'm gonna let all u in on MY story. Something i've never done b4.

My name is Chris Callaghan. I've been going to Parkway my whole life but that doesn't mean i live a perfect life. People c that i hav all this stuff (material things). They c that i live in a nice 2 story house. They c that both of my parents are strong Christians and think i have everything goin for me. Well i'll tell u rite now, i go thru problems just like every other kid. Ya i may have all this cool stuff, but i don't live the life people think. I've been thru the same things, if not worse, than most of u. People say that what i go thru isn't the same as what they've been thru. If you've had a rough past with parents or something, keep reading and then come talk to me and tell me that to my face. I've seen my brother go off on my parents. I've seen him fight with them. I've seen the police come into my house and take him away. I've been to jail to visit him. And i've seen him go rite back to his old ways. My grandma died on Christmas day of 2000. My Grandpa died just last year. I'm still having problems with family. People c me and say, "o ther goes chris wit his syk car. he gets everything handed to him on a silver platter". I hav to put on a show around everybody so they don't kno what i have to go thru. I'm trying my hardest to come back to God. I kno that ther's no possible way to get thru my life without him.
So what is my story? I've been thru anything and everything you can think of. But i haven't given up on God.

 

Bobby Avina

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 20:22:57

Hey gang, for those of you that don't know, my name is Bobby and I currently attend Parkway Community Church. I was always raised in going to church, as I went with my mom for the first 10 years of my life. When I was 10, I was given the choice to attend, and me being young and dumb, decided that I didn't want to go anymore. Now, I was never a "bad" kid really and I don't really have any crazy stories of getting arrested and nearly dying doing stupid things that teenagers do. I did however have the false notion that because I "believed" in God and that I was a decent guy, I was a shoe in for heaven.

Fast forward to my junior year in High School. I met a girl that I soon became pretty good friends with. Christine was really cool, mainly because she had no problem discussing her faith with me. She invited me to Winterfest in the fall of 2001, and I decided to go. It turned out to be a life changing experience. Even though I had gone to church for the first 10 years of my life, I had never really seen people my age worship the Lord in such a passionate way. Kids were crying, lifting their hands, and it moved me. I wanted to see what this was all about. I attended church on a semi-regular basis, and eventually started going to church regularly, mainly because of the girl I was dating. It was during this time that I was saved, but still I didn't really understand the meaning of true Christianity.

Around the time I turned 19, I really started following after God. I honestly cannot say what changed my heart, but I know God played a huge role. I started getting involved with church because of HIM, not because I was trying to please anyone around me. It was then I truely discovered what being a Christian is all about. It is about an honest and true relationship with Jesus Christ. Its not necessarily about doing the good deeds (going to church, being good to others, etc). Don't get me wrong, those things are incredibly important in being a Christian. They are a byproduct of our faith in God. They show the world that while we are not better than them, we are better than all of the garbage Satan tries to throw at us. But without a true relationship with Jesus, these good deeds are almost meaningless. While I do not have any crazy stories to tell, I thank God everyday for the things that he has taught me and I without him I have NO DOUBT that I wouldn't be in the position I am in. I now have a wonderful wife, home and even a baby on the way. I know that it was God who did all of these wonderful things for me, and it is God who will continue to take care of me in the future.

 

Isaiah Govea

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 06:58:22

Hmmmmmmmmm so check it out. The first time I had ever had an enounter with God is when I was at childrens camp in June of 2003. I mean before that you know how it is I went to church sang the songs but didn't really feel anything. Well anyway while I was at that one week camp on Thursday night during worship they gave us a chance to give our lives to Christ. Well at first I stayed in my seat not really knowing what that had meant then my childrens pastor had explained it a little more. I still wasn't really planing on going up, but then the song "Amazing Grace/You Are my King" started playing and the worship leader had started singing. The next thing I knew is I felt a little tear come down my face and more and more coming down my face. Well I just couldn't help it I walked up to the front got down on my knees and started praying and praying and worshiping and a little while later my childrens pastor came over and prayed with me and I was SAVED by the end of that night. So what about now? Well just a few months ago March I got baptized Ireally felt it. What is it you ask? Wel it is the feeling af being saved and being FREE from my sins. I really still feel that as I am writing this. this is my story so far! Notice how I said so far? thats because I know that just because I am saved does not mean that the Lord is done with me. No, acctually he is just getting started!!!!

 

Marla Hinton

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 14:38:04

Where to start, where to start?? Well I guess the beginning is a good place... I grew up in a not exactly but we try to act like we are christian home. My parents weren't perfect, but they did their best with what they had. My Dad was a drug addict, and is an alcholic today. As I look back on what happened when I was younger I think about how different my life would be had I not become a christian. I have been going to Parkway Church since I was old enough to be in day care. The first person at the church to hold me was John. I remember every week he would come in the church bus and pick us up from the apartments. When I was younger church was about having fun. But I watched my brothers fall a way from church. When I was seven my parents got divorced. I took this really hard. I didn't understand why at the time, but looking back on it, it was the best thing for me.After that,I really grew up and I gave my life to christ officially when I was twelve, and in that same year Becky baptized me. I started to understand what it meant to be a real christian. In the sixth grade I had some issues that I tried to bury, but they kept coming back and I had walked away from God but I was still attending church. I was going through all the movements and I preformed all the rutines. But it just wasn't good enough. I had graduated from Kid's Quest and I had joined the youth. I was going for a while when my friends talked me into joinging choir. I've been doing it ever since. I got my life back on track, but it wasn't long ater that when I started having depression issues and fights with my closest friends. After comming out of that, I grew a lot. I currently am involved in Kid's Quest, Drama, choir, and (since I graduated from STORM) a student leader. God has been with me very step of the way. Through all of the things that I've been through with my family, and after watching my friends and role model's lives fall apart. God didn't give up on me, not once. Even when I had given up on myself he was right there to lift me back up. I have learned so much and I've grown a lot in my christian walk. I thank God for sending me all the people who kept me strong. And my sister who kept me sane, or at least for the most part.

 

Jessica Parker

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 22:10:45

Well, Lets See. When I was a kid i sometimes went to sunday school with my fried LaRae. I did my best to learn all i could. I didn't go very often because I just didn't get into it. Over the next few years i went now and then and one year I went to church camp. I kind of connected with god while i was there but then I didn't really do anything after that.
About a year ago I met Amanda Eberle. Not too long after she told the class about Fallapallooza. I thought it would be fun cause all my friends were going and stuff. After Fallapallooza I started to get into church more. I think thats when we did the Steve Metro Show. I started to get closer and Closer to god. I remember on my birthday we went to Winterfest. That brought me really close to god. Ever since then I have been baptized, Joined choir and worship team, And I'm going through storm. Parkway really helped me get to know god which changed my life

 

Destiny

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 16:39:27

So for those of you that don't know me my name is Destiny Lawrence.
I've been going to Parkway since the 7th grade and now im in 10th! I started going there because I had a friend tell me about it. Her name was Tiffany Diaz. I ended up geting saved a while after. Nothing in my life really changed. Nothing awesome really happened. About a year or 2 later things ended up getting really bad. Me and Tiffany stopped being friends because of this really big thing that happened I can can honestly say that ever since then my life has changed. No one really knows but I was depressed about that for a really long time. Even now I can still cry about it and think back to all the crazy times we had 2gether. So I had to start high school by myself... It was one of the worst times of my life. I got in so much trouble and I felt like God just wasn't listening to me. I got kicked out and had to go to a charter school where I ended up getting into even worse things. I just could not figure out why all this stuff was happening. I tried really hard to do what was right and it still never worked. So I got kicked out of there too. After that I really felt like giving up on God but something in my heart kept telling me to just be patient and everything will soon be back to normal when I would be happy again. I've been though alot these past couple years and I havent really had that many people that I could sit with and talk to because I felt like they would never understand so why should I say anything. Some people may think I'm always happy with things and perfect but I'm seriously not. I used to think that I have no idea what got me through everything but now I do. God did. Maybe he didn't answer my prayers at first but I was patient and he eventually did. Now I'm a student leader at Parkway and I'm back at my old high school and I'm actually happy again! I don't have problems anymore and I have a great relationship with God. Things aren't always great but I haven't been this thankful ever in my life before and I appreciate everything in life more then I ever have before.

So for people who think God isn't listening to you because your prayers aren't answered right away just be patient and eventually you'll see that God really did listen to you and he has an awesome plan for your life!

 

Tori

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 00:59:03

Hey there my name is tori for those who do not know me,i have been a member at parkway church for about three years now. It all started when an old friend brought me. To be honest the only reason i went was becausei had nothing better to do.Staying at parlway was one of the best moves for my life. You see for the longest time i had a problem with letting things that people said or did to me go. Instead of talking about it i would hold it inside not thinking about what it would do to me later in life. You see,i thought that i was a happy go lucky girl that knew what she wanted in life. I knew that i wanted to be a teacher, but how could i deal with young children when i havent delt with myself yet? In 2005 that was the year i was saved, I remember it like it was yesterday. Everyone had just gotten back from an amazing winterfest, I listened to all these kids come up and give there testimony on how god healed them and i remember sitting there sad because i too wanted to feel the power of god.Not even ten minutes later i saw julie, she put her arms around me and stared praying for me. That was the night that i was saved and i started dealind with things in my life.Im not going to sit here and say that everything was fantastic after that night but i could see a change. A few months later i was baptized. Everything was good the only problem now wa i no longer wanted to work with kids or at least i thought.i prayed about it for the longest time. A few years went on and i still did not know what god wanted me to do, i didnt even know what i wanted. In 2007 we had camp meeting I prayed all the time: GOD PLEASE TALK TO ME SHOW ME, TELL ME what i am here for and nothing ever happened. two nights before camp meeting was over i finlly heard him,he was tellin me that i needed to be a worship leader. so that saturday at brandons grad party i told julie that i wanted to start leading worship. Both Her and steve started to laugh,which then made me feel as if they thought i wasnt good enough to do it. Come to find out they had talked about it and was just waiting for me to say something. I am now meeting with julie every wednesday and going over some key points on how to be a great worship leader. I have come to realize thst if you put all your faith in god you will get back so much more in return and that is exactly what happened in my life.

 

Steve Metro

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 10:31:43

In the spring of 1997 I found myself facing the reality of what I had become without Christ while staring into a poorly polished steel mirror in Riverside County Jail. My road to that point in time took years to travel but in one humbling moment of surrender God turned my life around. I knelt on my cot, wearing an orange county-issued jumpsuit, and received Christ as my savior and offered him what remained of my life.
Until that moment the way I viewed myself was formed largely by the insults my dad had thrown at me while beating my mother in drunken rages. Although I swore to myself that I would never become like him, and that what he thought of me did not matter, I spent the majority of my childhood and teenage years unknowingly, but desperately, attempting to prove him wrong about me. Ironically, the more I hated him, the more like him I became. Thankfully, God is a father to the fatherless and showed me the freeing power of forgiveness and love. Today I get to tell hundreds of teenagers that my biggest desire in life is to be %u201Cjust like my father%u201D- my Heavenly Father.
Soon after I was released from Riverside County Jail I felt a strong %u201Ccall%u201D from God to serve others in ministry. My pastor at the time recognized this and offered me many opportunities to share my story and God%u2019s Word with our church while he mentored me. Eventually, I became the student ministries pastor and then the associate pastor of my home church in Riverside.
July of 1999 found me standing at %u201Cthe altar%u201D with miss Julie Shepherd. How that all came about is a whole story in itself. But let me just say that after over eight years of marriage we%u2019re still on the honeymoon. She is way too good for me (don%u2019t tell her I said that though)!
In 2001 I became an Ordained Minister after finishing an internship and studying at Biola and Lee Universities. Then, in 2003, Julie and I received the opportunity to take a full-time position as the student ministries pastors of Parkway Community Church in Phoenix, Arizona. It has been GREAT! Since that time God has continued to bless our lives and ministry; opening doors to spread the message of Christ not only in Arizona but in Colorado, California, Alaska and on the web through our weekly podcast (psm.mypodcast.com)!
Currently I am a student at Fuller Theological Seminary working towards a Master%u2019s Degree, Youth Pastor to a great group of students and leaders, and a hard core biker %u2013 that%u2019s right, I ride a Harley! Isn%u2019t God AMAZING?!?!

 

Levi Jones

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 12:35:38

I was raised in church my whole life which means that I have had the advantage of scripture being poured into my life since before Ican remeber. It also means that I have seen God change lives , some of those have gone on to be great men and women of God , others unfortunatly also turned away and would never set foot in church again , and then there was others who would claim to be christians and burn you so badly that they could be confused for the devil himself.
I saw this my whole life , but instead of relying on God I chose to put my trust in myself for some stupid reason or another ,and eventually became what many would call a monster. I hated everyone and generally everything rage , violence , and bitterness were my only friends. I pushed my family out and drew from the pain and suffering of others. Then I moved to pheonix and started attending parkway church mostly so I could keep my family off my back. What I found at parkway was something I didnt expect , I found people ,who later became my friends, who were actually living the faith who truly loved God and convinced me to give God another chance which I did. Later during a brief stumble I moved back to Colorado and started working for my Grandfather as an electritian. I started attending thier church and saw a girl I was interested in. I found out that she was going to a newsboys concert so I thought Id go and try and get a chance to ask her out fortunatly God had other plans. I kind of listened to the music , but when the lead singer gave his testimony it really hit home. I had and still have a lot of addictions not drugs , but other things that are still just as condeming. He said he grew up basiclly like I did and struggled with things like I do and one day he came to a realization that he couldnt get rid of any of them , he had to replace them , replace them with the bible. I tried everything else so I figured what the heck it cant damn me any more than I already am. Guess what, it works Im doing much better learning more and able to help others. I still have problems , but the day we dont is the day we go to heaven. Life has also improved its still no bed of roses by any means , but it has improved I finally got a house of my own a newish truck and a raise at work , soon I will be able to buy a bike. Its amazing how God blesses those who do their best to serve him. I now read my bible twice a day and never miss one as compared to maybe following a long with the preacher on sunday. Try it out you ought to see what God and the bible have done for this hard headed guy.

 

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 12:57:51

hey!! omg! it's my turn well my name is bobbiejo for those of u who dnt alredy kno me! well here it is.........iv been goin to parkway since i wuz 10 so yeah alot of yrs! but there i knew i cud be myself, becuz u c i have been through alot of thingz with my parents...and i knew that maybe i i changed the way i thought abt god the wya i used to then maybe id understand his word more!, so in fifth grade i met this chick (MARLA!!!!!) well when i seen her something drew me to her as if god wnated me to meet her but like i said i wuz like stuck to her like white on rice! lol yeah but like i tlkd to her and asked if she wnated to be my friend and she said yes! so i wuz all excited i made a new friend at my new school!, now marla wuz a normal type of gurl.....or atleast i thought.....dun dun duh! lol well yeah i realized that she had been practiclly going through the thingz that i went through so i wuz happy i actually had some1 to relate my feelingz to! it wuz pretty awesome!!!!...i knew that if i stuck with her that me and her would be close friendz and alredy i feeling..."OH! I SHUD HAVE MY DAD COME OVER!" cuz he wuz single and wuznt planning on getting with any1....well atleast untill i wuz gone...lol but i went over to her house and we did our home work together and it came time for my dad to come and pick me up!, so marla had dis idea that we shud hook them up! so of course i totally agreed with her! and then i ddnt end up going home untill later that nite....nut yeah u get the point. anyways she invited me to her church and i ddnt really like it at first but once i strtd coming then it got a whole lot better! well im still going there and i love it to this day i still go! yeah it rocks! well my life completely changed when i went to winterfest last year and i remember them tlkn abt how if u believe that god raised jesus from the dead that ull be saved so i went there to check it out my 2nd time and cindy wuz praying for me becuz i told her abt how i tried to kill myself...but that i ddnt have the guts to...the next thing i knew i wuz in her arms and her crying on my shoulder i too then strtd to cry and i realized that wut i had try to do, wuz wrong!!!!! and that i shud tell god abt it and he'll forgive me!..so i did and then like julie came up to me and i strtd pouring water from eyez! and i felt my hands were up!...i strtd shaking nonstop and i like freaked out! this went on for like 2 in a half hours straight...i tried to speak, btu all i said wuz (I AM FREE!!!!!!!) when it wuz over i knew that i had my burden gone and i jus gave god everything i had on my mind and he made it all better! my friend amanda came up to me after and told me i wuz glowing like as if i were an angel! i felt really scared than before i looked at her with this face like oh my gosh! r u serious!!!! and she said yeah im serious....i guess she knew the facial expression i made but now i wanna know more abt god and i am im going through a series of S.T.O.R.M.! it meens, Student Training Out Reach Ministry... ha! i ddnt even have to look! lol so yeah there's my story and im stickn to it!

P.S.
I THANK YOU NICK FOR LETTING ME SHARE IT WITH YOU AND OTHER'Z AROUND! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! THIS WUZ A GREAT WEBSITE FOR PPLZ TO SHARE THEIR STORIES! THANKS!

 

JASON QUINN STOCKDALE

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 22:33:54

I WAS RAISED IN CHURCH UNTIL I WAS ABOUT 8 YEARS OLD. FOR SOME REASON MY PARENTS STOPPED GOING. SO I KNEW THE BASICS OF THE BIBLE BUT THERE WAS NO CONNECTION TO LIVE THE WAY I WAS RAISED OTHER THAN MY PARENTS RULES. THERE WAS A POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE I FELT THE NEED TO FIT IN WITH OTHER KIDS. WHICH PROBABLY ALL OF US GO THREW. FROM THERE I GOT IN TO ALL KINDS OF THINGS WHICH LOOKING BACK I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE DONE. THINGS LIKE STEALING, A LOT OF GIRLFRIENDS (SEX),DRUGS, LYING CONSTANTLY, CHEATING FRIENDS. THERE WAS JUST SOMETHING MISSING DEEP DOWN INSIDE ME. I TRIED FITTING IN WITH ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT GROUPS OF PEOPLE NOT REALLY BEING MYSELF. AT ONE POINT EXCEPTING THE FACT I WASN'T REALLY BEING ME, I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TURN OFF THE CHARADE. AFTER HIGH SCHOOL I MET PEOPLE WHO I CONSIDER TO BE MY FIRST TRUE FRIENDS. TO THIS DAY I LOVE THEM AND WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR THEM. THAT DIDN'T CHANGE WHO I HAD BECOME AND THE MORE I TRIED TO FILL THE HOLE IN MY HEART(SOUL) THE BIGGER IT GOT AND THE FARTHER I WAS FROM LIVING THE WAY I WAS RAISED AND THE WAY I KNEW WAS RIGHT. I WAS EVEN ASHAMED TO SEE MY MOM BECAUSE I KNEW I WAS NOT LIVING THE WAY SHE TAUGHT ME. IN THE MIDDLE OF LIVING THE DAILY GRIND OF WORKING I MET MY WIFE. TO MAKE IT SHORT WE GOT MARRIED AFTER TWO WEEKS. SOMETHING I HAD GOING OVER IN MY THOUGHTS WAS EVERYTHING WOULD BE GREAT IN MY LIFE IF I WAS NOT ALONE. BUT THE EMPTINESS WAS STILL THERE. A FEW YEARS LATER SHE HAD MY SON. THAT WAS THE POINT WHERE IT ALL CAME TOGETHER IN ONE BIG HEAVINESS. I WAS NOT READY TO BECOME A FATHER TO HAVE THAT KIND OF RESPONSIBILITY. TO GUIDE A CHILD WHEN I WAS SO EMPTY INSIDE. WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING INSIDE HOW COULD I GIVE TO HIM WHAT I DIDN'T HAVE ???? AT THAT POINT I WAS SMOKING A LOT OF POT TRYING TO NUMB REALITY CAUSE AT THAT POINT MY REALITY WAS OVER WELL MING. THAT WAS THE POINT WHERE I WAS NEEDING AN ANSWER. HAHAHA ON DECEMBER 9 2003 ABOUT 730PM I HAD JUST HAD SMOKED SOME POT AND WAS JUST ABOUT TO EAT A BARROS PIZZA WITH MY WIFE AND FRIEND TIM. THERE WAS A KNOCK ON THE DOOR IT WAS 3 PEOPLE FROM MY PARENTS CHURCH. THEY CAME OVER TO TELL US ABOUT ETERNAL LIFE. I LET THEM IN HAVING JUST MET ONE OF THEM THE WEEK BEFORE AT THE CHURCH PICNIC. SO THEY PROCEEDED TO ASK US THE MOST IMPORTANT 2 QUESTIONS I HAVE EVER BEEN ASKED HAVE YOU COME TO THE PLACE IN YOUR LIFE WHERE YOU KNOW FOR CERTAIN THAT IF YOU WHERE TO DIE TODAY YOU WOULD GO TO HEAVEN OR IS THAT SOMETHING YOU WOULD SAY YOU'RE STILL WORKING ON? I ANSWERED THAT I WAS STILL WORKING ON THAT, KNOWING ALL THE BAD THINGS I HAD DONE. THEN THEY ASKED WELL IF YOU WERE TO DIE TODAY AND STAND BEFORE GOD AND HE ASKED YOU WHY SHOULD I LET YOU IN TO MY HEAVEN WHAT WOULD YOU SAY. I COULDN'T ANSWER THAT ONE AT ALL. THERE WAS NOTHING THAT I COULD THINK OF. THAT WAS A DEEP SHOT TO REALITY. THEN HE SAID WELL IN THAT CASE I HAVE THE BEST NEWS YOU HAVE EVER HEARD. HEAVEN IS AN ABSOLUTELY FREE GIFT! THIS IS WHAT CHANGE MY LIFE. THE MAIN THEME OF BIBLE (1 JOHN 5:13 I WRITE THESE THINGS SO YOU MAY KNOW YOU HAVE ETERNAL LIFE) THE BIBLE SAYS THE GIFT OF GOD IS ETERNAL LIFE (ROMANS6:23) BEING A GIFT IT IS NOT EARNED OR DESERVED NO AMOUNT OF PERSONAL EFFORT, GOOD WORKS, OR RELIGIOUS DEEDS CAN EARN YOU A PLACE IN HEAVEN. IT SAYS IN (EPHESIANS 2:8,9)FOR BY GRACE WE ARE SAVED THROUGH FAITH AND NOT OF YOURSELVES IT IS A GIFT OF GOD NOT OF WORKS SO NO MAN CAN BOAST. WHY IS IT THAT NO ONE CAN EARN ETERNAL LIFE? WELL THE BIBLE SAYS THAT WE ARE SINNERS. FOR ALL HAVE SINNED AND COME SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD (ROMANS 3:23). SIN IS NOT JUST BREAKING THE 10 COMMANDMENTS THERE ARE 3 DIFFERENT TYPES OF SIN. FIRST THERE IS THE SIN OF COMMISSION THINGS WE DO LYING, STEALING AND SO ON. THEN THERE IS THE SINS OF OMISSION THINGS GOD WHATS US TO DO BUT DON'T. LIKE LOVING A NEIGHBOR, FAILING TO READ THE BIBLE OR PRAY. THEN THEN THERE IS SINNING BY WORDS OR THOUGHTS CURSING, LUST ,PRIDE. BUT WE JUST DON'T UNDER STAND SOME TIMES HOW BAD AND HOW MUCH WE SIN. IF I ONLY SINNED 3 TIMES A DAY ONE OF EACH TYPE OF SIN. OVER A YEARS TIME THAT WOULD BE OVER 1000 TIMES OVER AN AVERAGE LIFE TIME SAYS 70 YEARS OLD THAT WOULD BE 70,000 SINS. STILL THE GOOD MIGHT OUT WEIGH THE BAD. WELL IF I WERE TO COOK US BREAKFAST AND I HAD FIVE GOOD EGGS AND ONE ROTTEN BUT I WENT A HEAD AND MIXED THEM ALL TOGETHER POURED IN JUST A LITTLE MILK TO FLUFF THEM UP AND THE MILK WAS LITTLE SOUR. I COULDN'T SERVE THAT TO YOU IN THE SAME WAY I COULDN'T SERVE MY LIFE TO GOD. EVEN IF THE GOOD OUT WEIGHED THE BAD. JUST ONE SIN SEPARATES US FROM GOD. THE BIBLES SAYS THERE ITS ONE WAY TO GET INTO HEAVEN ON YOUR OWN (MATTHEW 5:48)BE PERFECT AS YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER IS PERFECT. WELL THAT LEFT ME OUT. SO YOU SEE WHY YOU CAN'T WORK YOUR WAY INTO HEAVEN.HOWEVER IN SPITE OF OUR SIN GOD IS MERCIFUL AND DOESN'T WANT TO PUNISH US. THE BIBLE SAYS"GOD IS LOVE" (1 JOHN 4:8) THE SAME BIBLE THAT TELLS US GOD IS LOVE ALSO SAYS GOD IS JUST , (EXODUS 34:7)"SAYS HE WILL BY NO M

 

JASON QUINN STOCKDALE (CONT'D)

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 17:44:03

MEANS CLEAR THE GUILTY\"AND FOR THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH\"(ROMANS 6:23)THAT
S A PROBLEM FOR US, GOD DOESN\'T WHAT TO PUNISH US BUT HE WILL NOT CLEAR THE GUILTY. GOD HAS NO PROBLEMS HE SOLVED THIS, IN THE PERSON OF JESUS CHRIST. WHO IS HE? THE BIBLES CLEARLY TELLS US HE IS THE INFINITE GOD-MAN \"IN THE BEGINNING WAS THE WORD(JESUS)AND THE WORD(JESUS)WAS WITH GOD.AND THE WORD(JESUS)WAS GOD...\"AND THE WORD(JESUS)BECAME FLESH AND DWELT AMONG US...\" (JOHN1,14)THERE IS A LOT SAID ABOUT JESUS BUT THE BIBLE IS VERY CLEAR,HE CAME FOR ONE PURPOSE TO LIVE A SINLESS LIFE TO DIED ON THE CROSS TO PAY THE PENALTY FOR THE SINS OF ALL MANKIND\"ALL WE LIKE SHEEP HAVE GONE ASTRAY;WE HAVE TURNED EVERY ONE TO HIS OWN WAY;AND THE LORD HATH LAID ON HIM(JESUS)THE SIN OF US ALL\"(ISAIAH 53:6)THE LAST THING HE SAID ON THE CROSS WAS THE WORD \"TETELESTAI\" WHICH MEANS PAID IN FULL. AND TO PROVE THAT HIS SACRIFICE WAS EXCEPT ABLE GOD RAISED HIM FROM THE DEAD 3 DAYS LATER. NOW HE IS OFFERS US ETERNAL LIFE AS A GIFT. THIS GIFT IS RECEIVED BY FAITH. BUT SAVING FAITH IS NOT HEAD
KNOWLEDGE. KNOWING HISTORICAL FACTS ABOUT JESUS. IN THE BIB!
LE THE D
EMONS KNEW JESUS BUT THEY ARE NOT GOING TO HEAVEN. SAVING FAITH IS NOT TEMPORAL FAITH TRUSTING IN GOD FOR TEMPORARY CRISES SUCH AS FINANCIAL, FAMILY,OR PHYSICAL NEEDS. WHICH ARE OK BUT IT IS NOT THE FAITH YOU NEED TO HAVE ETERNAL LIFE. THE KIND OF FAITH THAT IS THE KEY TO HEAVEN IS TRUSTING IN JESUS CHRIST ALONE AND WHAT HE HAS ALREADY DONE FOR YOU RATHER THAN IN WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO GET INTO HEAVEN \"BELIEVE(TRUST)IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AND YOU WILL BE SAVED\"(ACTS16:31) AT THAT MOMENT 4 YEARS AGO I TRANSFER MY TRUST FROM WHAT I WAS DOING TO GET INTO HEAVEN TO WHAT CHRIST DID FOR ME. IT WASN\'T ANYTHING MAGICAL BUT WHEN I SIMPLY BELIEVED WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS AND PLACED ALL MY TRUST IN JESUS, FROM THAT MOMENT (REMIND YOU THAT I WAS STONED)AND HE EXCEPTED ME ANYWAYS.THE HEAVINESS OF LIFE WAS GONE AND I HAD A PEACE A REAL PEACE. AND AS I SAT THERE EATING MY REHEATED PIZZA THERE WAS A STRONG FEELING OF JOY. GOD CHANGE ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT AND I HAVE NOT BEEN THE SAME SINCE T
HAT DAY.IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THE PEACE OR JOY OF HAVING ETERNAL LIFE PRAY TO GOD, ASK HIM TO TAKE AWAY YOUR SINS AND COME IN TO YOUR LIFE. MAKE HIM THE LORD OF YOUR LIFE. AND HE WILL COME INTO YOU AND FILL THE HOLE IN YOUR HEART AND GIVE YOU PEACE,JOY, AND ETERNAL LIFE. HE SAYS \"BEHOLD I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK IF ANY MAN HEARS MY VOICE AND OPENS THE DOOR I WILL COME IN TO HIM AND EAT WITH HIM AND HE WILL ME\" (REVELATIONS 3:20) BACK THEN THEY WOULD ONLY INVITE A CLOSE FRIEND TO COME OVER FOR DINNER SO WHAT HE IS SAYING IS HE WILL HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU. THEN EVERY DAY TURN FROM ANYTHING THAT IS NOT PLEASING TO HIM AND HE WILL REVEAL HIS WILL TO YOU AS YOU GROW IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. THIS IS MY TRUE TESTIMONY AND I HOPE TO SEEN YOU IN HEAVEN. IF YOU DON\'T BELIEVE, GOD HIM SELF WILL PROVE HE EXISTS TO THOSE WHO HONESTLY WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH! GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU

 

Jerad Sheperd

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 17:59:15

Hey Nick! Thanks for the outlet.

My story is as follows: I was born and raised in a Christian home. My parents were both active in church, but my mother was by far the most vocal about her faith and about the way we should live our lives. My dad only really spoke when he felt he needed to, and it was usually with a loud voice!

I grew up knowing and loving God, and always trying to do what was best, and I eventually accepted Christ as my personal Savior when I was 11 years old.

I remember growing up with a lot of yelling in my house because my brother (who is almost 11 years older than me) was going through a rebellious stage in his high school years, and my older sister struggled with rebellion and drugs in her high school years, as well.

There were, at times, serious battles in my house that often resulted in everyone retreating to different parts of town just to get away from each other.

My brother moved out when he was 17 (I was 6 or 7), so that left my older sister (and she would tell you this) who fought with my parents on a near nightly basis. As I said, she struggled with drugs and other vices that contributed to the issues, and that made things all the more difficult.

From age 5 to about 17, this is mostly what I remember. The fights were often and loud. I saw my mom cry many nights, and my dad was not there a lot of the time because he worked at a community college and had evening classes. I think most of the time he was probably dreading coming home on those nights because he never knew what he would encounter when he arrived.

I tell you all of that to lay a foundation for the next part of my story.

You see, being a "peace keeper" by nature, I always felt it my responsibility to keep peace in the house. What that meant was that, at any cost, I would protect my mother and our "home" as much as I could. Even at the risk of my own well being.

This accomplished two things: One, it made my sister and I hate each other for many years, and two, it caused my heart to harden because of all the anger I both saw and exhibited in my own life growing up.

Just to add another piece to the puzzle, with the exception of my dad (who was born in Arkansas and moved to Cali when he was 18) all of my immediate family all grew up in California, but my grandparents were all "southerners". Since they were the generation that grew up with Civil War era parents and grandparents, I heard the word "nigger" a lot. I never felt that anyone in my family was racist. It was just a word they used because they didn't know any better, but I remember the rush that I got the first time I repeated that word. That's a small piece to the rest of my puzzle, but a key piece, nonetheless.

As a result of my pent up anger and frustration after years of turmoil and fighting in my house, I eventually turned to racism as a way to release my anger. Because of the Holy Spirit in my life, I never fully committed to any "groups", but I spent most of my time around "Peckerwoods" and skinheads. All the while diving deeper into my hatred.

I spent the better part of 10 years battling internally my demon of hatred and rage. Praise God I never got into any real trouble, and I stayed away from drugs and alcohol even though most of the people around me were deep in it. However, I let hatred become my drug. The rush of hating someone so badly that I felt I could wipe out their entire race to make the world a better place was something that I fed off of.

I spent years trying to build up the courage to join a skinhead "organization" just so I could be a part of the genocide that they were planning against anyone who is not white.

For some reason I could never work up the courage. I always had this voice in the back of my head telling me "This is not who you are, Jerad." I was often reminded by the Holy Spirit that I was always the one trying to keep the peace in my house, and that I had actually become the instigator of anger in my own life. No longer was it others who were making me angry, it was my belief that anger was my only choice that kept my hatred growing. I believed the Devil's lie that I had to be angry to protect myself and my family. I don't remember the exact moment, but I eventually started to understand that God's will for me was not for me to wipe out those who were different from me, but rather to reach out to those in need and help those who a suffering.

I never saw that my sister needed love and acceptance. I never saw that my parents were also hardened to a degree by their upbringings and the situations that we all encountered at home. All I saw was a family in turmoil, and I blamed my sister for being the cause of it, and I also blamed myself--the peace maker--for not being able to stop it.

It took me years to finally get to the point where I felt that God had really gotten to me. I had to forgive a lo

 

Jerad Sheperd (cont'd)

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 18:04:37

t of people...my sister included...but that's what Jesus had to do on a daily basis...even on the cross.

I'm not comparing myself to Jesus, but the example I take from His story is that he lived a life of turmoil, and walked the earth a hated man, and yet He never once lashed out in a fit of rage. Always with a gentle hand, and always with a stern, yet loving, attitude would He correct his assailants, and loved and forgave even those who spit on Him.

My story in a nutshell is this: As a child I was loved, yet felt hated. As a teenager I wanted to love, yet chose to hate. As an adult I discovered that I was loved all along and chose to throw away my hate.

I still cling to the rush of anger now and then, but God's handiwork is always finished one step at a time. I just praise Him that he delivered me from racism and has allowed me to see people for who they truly are: a people in need of God's love...just like me.

Thanks for the outlet, Nick, my brother. I love you, and I am thankful for your ministry and for this site. I just pray that if there is anyone out there consumed by hate that you would seek wise counsel and also know that the best feeling is not a rush of anger, but rather the rush of knowing you showed God's love to someone in your life and showed them what true love really is.

 

Chris Porrino

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 21:21:05

Well, finally found time to get this on here.
I grew up in a Christian home, at church every Sunday, all that. I guess trouble began to show its evil face just about when I started high school. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't like a perfect child till then. Like any teen/pre-teen, I was trying to be cool and all during jr high. But high school is where the big stuff started.

Throughout high school I found myself hanging around some of the "bad crowd". Not because I wanted to fit in, but because I always found something interesting about them. Maybe I just didn't wanna be bored, i dunno. Well my 'friends' were into drugs (mainly weed) and alcohol. I didn't handle the drugs well. They just weren't for me and never will be. But my "go-to" was the booze and cigarettes. It wasn't too bad. A pack of smokes lasted me a week. Got a little drunk on the weekends and at parties and such. Nothing outragious (Except the couple times I was drove home drunk.)

Now this is interesting. I was also very involved in my church still. i was playing music just about every week. I tried living two lives, and was successful for a while. Then the drunk me started overpowering the real me. I would show up to play and worship, still hungover from the night before. I started forgetting about commitments I made and started letting people down. I was never in a good, alert state of mind; even though I tried to hide it.

After high school, I fell deeper into alcohol abuse, as well as the smokes. I was around 2 packs a day now. My 'best friend' at the time was easily called an alcoholic. He would get trashed whenever he could. I'd be with him when he bought the stuff and he'd buy me a couple packs of my beer (MGD). Couldn't say no to free beer. I was drinking so much that it got to the point that after drinking a 6 pack, I would barely have a little buzz. I could do a 12 pack no problem.

Now I was driving around drunk constantly, night after night. Never hit me how STUPID and dangerous it was. That is until one morning when I woke up in my bed feeling like garbage, and not having a clue where I parked my truck (apartment complex). All i remembered was that there was a long walk between parking and getting to the front door. Not good. Thankfully I have a good little brother (he knew I was always drinking, but never turned his back on me or ratted me out) who was kind enough to take his bike and "hunt" for my truck. I didn't even know he left; he just came in and said he found it. I parked in a business parking lot on the other side of the apartments. And, get this, that just happened to be right in front of the police station. Now I know GOD was watching out for me, and kept me from getting busted the night before.

But the point is this; if I couldn't even remember where I parked, how would I remember if I hit someone and possibly killed them??? That was the last time I ever drove drunk. I also cut back on the drinking. I wouldn't let myself get DRUNK anymore. Just right there in the comfort zone. Then I would pace myself to maintain that throughout the night. They all wanted me to play drinking games and junk, but I always relaxed on the couch casually drinking my beer; later seeing them take turns to go puke. I also decided to quit smoking. It was starting to make me feel crummy all the time. The only way I could do it is cold-turkey; pure determination. Amazingly, it was extremely easy to give it up (Thank you Lord). I hardly had any withdrawals.

My big break that GOD brought me to started probably about a year ago. Not sure exactly. My friend Jerad moved to Phoenix recently and invited me over to visit. I was on a trip to see family in Chicago and thought it would be a good idea to get dropped off in Phoenix on the way back. So I was there for about a week. I met some awesome and supportive people and experienced much needed true worship at the church service. There were also great opportunities for my education goals there as well.

After some months of returning home and living this crappy lifestyle, I decided I was going to move to scorching Phoenix. I basically abandoned the old crowd, and changed my phone number. Total fresh start. I got involved in music right away at the church and love it. It took me a little while, but then I realized what had just happened. GOD delivered me from that lifestyle that I was stuck in, and led me here where I have real friends and an overwhelming joy for life! I have great interest in where GOD is taking me with my life. Everyday is an adventure now. I love it.
Believe me when I tell you: Anything is possible through Christ!

 

Elizabeth Bruner

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 14:32:40

Hey its Elizabeth, Alli's cousin for you who dnt know me! Here's my story!
I grew up with my dad being an alcoholic and drug abuser, he would always take his anger out on me by beating me with wat ever he could find. He finally jus left me and i got sent to leave with my nana which i tought would be good cuz she was a strong christian person!
I was ok till i got into the seventh and eighth grade. then and there is where i jus lost it! i got into drinking, drugs and partying all night every night. I soon ended up with one child by the seventh grade. I thought that would change my life...but sadly i jus slipped back into my bad habits and feel deeper and deeper into a slump.
then by the end 8th grade i had, had 2 children, a drug addiction, and i was an alcoholic following into my fathers footstpes.
I finally stopped drinking but i was unfortunetly still doin drugs! I finally quit in the 10th grade cuz i started goin to church again and tought i really wanted to get back into the church scene. but i still had a drinking problem and honestly i still do but since Alli took me to parkway steve and julie had helped me open my eyes to see that i can count on god to help me with my problems and that i was not alone through all this!
I have resently quit drinking thanks to parkway, god, and finding out that i alomost had liver failure due to drinking so much. I want to say that without god in my life i know i would never have made it this far in life i would have probably been dead a few years ago! I know that if i could do it others can, i feel now that i can make a difference to others!
i want to thank every1 at parkway for opening my eyes to god again! an i want to thank Nick for letting us talk about our stories!

 

Christine Oldknow (Chris)

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 19:23:07

Hey gang...well, most of you don't know who I am because I just started going to Parkway about 4 weeks ago. I guess I won't feel so bad if my story is long, since there are some that have posted a part 2! :D

Anyways, where do I even begin? My name is Chris and I am 26 years old. I was raised in a christian home, but around 15/16 or so I started to hang around the wrong crowd. I was in 10th grade and I was having a hard time dealing with my mom...in fact, I didn't even like her. I would wish that my parents were seprated and I would wish that if they were I would live with my dad. My mom and I sure did not see things eye to eye. When I was a junior I was really rebellious...however, my mom just kept on praying for me and never gave up. It was so bad that I was at the point of wanting to run away. Aquire the Fire came around and I wanted to go just to get away from my folks. I even told my mom that I wanted to go just so I didn't have to deal with her over the weekend. She said, well that's fine...you get to pay for it. I just rolled my eyes...and left the room. She did end up paying for it...but it wasn't until just recently that my mom told me her side of the story. She told me that God told her that she was to pay for me to go. She said no. Of course, He won, and my mom paid for me to go. I was so excited...I even had it planned that I was going to run away after I got home. I had it all worked out that I was going to go to a friends house and stay with her for a couple of days. I was into swearing and just crappy things (I never did drink or smoke though, which is good on my part of course!). Well, my mom paid for me to go, and ended up fasting for me the whole weekend (Friday to Saturday). I never knew about any of this until a couple of years ago.

While at Aquire the Fire, I was just glad to be there and not around my folks. I was there just to hang with friends and whatever. I got the additude and I even said out loud to myself, "If God is going to change me He can do it there!" I was mad at life in general, and I had no reason for that. Well, for some reason, Ron Luce got my attention and was talking about dead branches. I was actually listening to what he said. He was talking about what dead branches are, and that every tree needs to be pruned...some more than others. He then turned toward my section and looked up (we were in the nose bleeds section) and I promise you this...it felt like his eyes came out of his head and was staring me down. He said, "You have dead branches when you are talking bad about your parents, swearing, hanging with the wrong crowd..." He paused and then continued, "You are even thinking about running away from home. If this is you, I want you to come down here and let's prune your tree." I grew wings that night...I flew down there, sobbing so hard...That Sunday my mom noticed that something was different, but she didn't know how long it was going to last. After a couple of months, my mom pulled me aside and we talked about the change in me, and how she thought it wasn't going to last (she's seen be like that before, so I could understand). My life was changed that Feb. 14th, 1998. I lost a lot of friends, but in the end it was so worth it.

About a year and a half later I had a dry time, but I met Steve (my husband) and we started to talk. Before we knew it, we were helping each other out in our walk with Christ. Iron sharpens iron, right? 2 years of dating, we got engaged...and then another 1 1/2 years later...we were married. We have been married for 4 1/2 years now and loving every minute of it.

Now it brings me to where I'm at now...I grew up and lived my whole 26 years in Michigan. I have been praying for a teaching job since 2005! Finally God opened a door for me here in Phoenix, AZ. However, I had to leave my husband behind in order for him to sell our house and for me to be able to start teaching here right away. It was the quickest 3 weeks...since I was hired while visiting my brother in Seattle, WA. Leaving my home church and my husband was the hardest time I ever had to do. When I got here, I looked for a church to call home. I tried 2 others before I was able to find Parkway...now I can say...I am home! The 4 weeks of Steve's message has helped me to rely on Christ to get me through this very tough time...not to mention the friends that I have been able to make here at Parkway. God is good....and that's just the beginning of my story...I have so much more to talk about....from losing a best friend, a miscarriage, and others. But I don't want to take up to much more room! :)

Thank you for your friendship and for caring! Parkway truely is the best place to call home!

 

adrianna bakken

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 16:39:27

well my name is adrianna bakken and i have been going to parkway for about 4 years!!! it all started when my old friend brought me one sunday.. i was only like 10 and your really supposed to be 12 lol i lied for a long time until i had to go on a trip and julie asked ny dad what year i was born lol.. well i was really little and didnt know much about god.. all i knew was the little stuff they teach you in sunday school when your little..lol

anyways i stopped going to little sunday school every sunday because my family got really bad.. my mom had me when she was 15 so i basically grew up with my grandma and all my little cousins in the straight up ghetto.. lol.I finally was old enough to notice what was going on and i would often see my family doing drugs and all that stuff.. my mom left my step dad (at that time) which was my little sisters dad (my dad left my mom when i was born, he used to beat her.. so i never got the chance to meet him..) so my mom dated my current step dad and we moved out into our own apartment..i met alot of friends and when it came time to move i didnt want to!! but i moved to where i am now and met my old friend tiffany and she took me to parkway every sunday and i liked it alot!! when i started 7th grade everything started changing.. i got a boyfriend and grew up big time!! 8th grade came and tiffany and i grew apart and didnt talk that much except at church i was still with my boyfriend from 7th grade and i made a lot of BAD choices.. that summer me n tiffany stopped being friends and my boyfriend and i were always arguing my step dad was also always bringing me down so i started doing very bad things.. i was still doin the whole church thing though.. then S.T.O.R.M started and i got ny life on track and started learning more about god!! on one sunday i got the gift of speaking in tounge(it's sooo cool) well god really changed my life and helped me get out of my horrible relatonship with my boyfriend!! i still have a lot of problems but i just pray to god and praise him everyday and they'll get better!!well i g2g sketball tryouts so ill talk 2 you all later!!

 

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 20:46:42

I've gone through so much throughout my life. I might only be eighteen years (and ten months) old, but I've gone through some pretty unforgettable circumstances that most people haven't and hopefully won't ever go through their entire lives. The sad part is, it all happened before I even turned fifteen years old. It all started when I was just about one year old. I lived in a rough part of California where my uncles were in gangs. One of my uncles who was fourteen at the time was messing around with a gun and somehow it went off, killing my mom. From that moment on nothing went the way I, not only wanted it to, but needed it to go. Later on, my dad met my step-mom and I basically turned into a younger version of Cinderella. This went on until I was about eight years old and my dad divorced my step-mom. My dad and I moved in with his parents and I was not happy. During this time I roamed the streets doing whatever whenever I wanted until I turned twelve. Being very unhappy I finally moved in with my grandma (my mom's mom) and that's where I took a turn for the worst. She was a Jehovah's witness trying to force her ways upon me and I rebelled big time. I'm not ready to fully discuss what happened at that time, just know that I was bad until I reached high school. At that time I started moving towards a better life. I met a lot of new people and left my old crowds behind. I got involved with band and theatre to replace my former habits and that is where I met an unbelieveably gorgeous man who without I would be no one, Brandon Charette. We started dating July 11th of 2006. A lot happened before the actual day, but that doesn't matter, all that matters is that we got through it and God helped us see each other through the eyes of LOVE. Brandon realized I was tramatized by religion, so he eased me into Parkway starting with Fallapalooza. I was a little scared at first and was honestly only going so I could be with Brandon. However, after a wonderful experience at Winterfest I grew to love God. It has been a little over a year since the first time I stepped foot into Parkway and I don't plan on leaving anytime soon. God has helped me get through my past and deal with a lot of skeletons I had in my closet. So, to close this hopefully helpful story I want to say, thank you God for everything. The End :-)

 

Diana Shepherd

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 19:04:04

Well, this is kind of new for me. I'm not used to talking about my testimony, but I figured what's the point in having one if you're not going to share it?

Anyway, mine starts my freshman year in high school. I was feeling pretty happy my and had a great time, and it was during this year that I accepted Christ at a youth function (like Winterfest). Then my sophomore year I fell into a deep depression. It came about after remembering some things that happened to me when I was younger, that I'm not comfortable talking about here. But feelings of shame and hurt came flooding over me faster than I could deal with.

I didn't feel I had anyone to talk to who would understand. I tried to open up to my mom, but I was too embarrassed to come right out and tell her things weren't right. I ended up keeping my feelings inside, until it came to the point where I would begin crying uncontrollably at any point during the day.

I began to have thoughts that nobody really cared for me or loved me. I didn't feel like I had any friends who really cared, and I felt like I was completely alone. I prayed to Jesus to deliver me from these feelings of loneliness and despair, but I didn't feel like He was listening because I didn't get the answer I thought I would.

I slipped further and further inside myself. I eventually began contemplating suicide. Not just 'if', but 'how' and 'when'. One night, as I was washing dishes, I got the idea that I would take a butcher knife to bed and cut my wrists under the blankets, and nobody would know about it until it was too late.

So I took the butcher knife with me to my bedroom, closed the door, and laid in bed and sobbed. In an instant, the verse Romans 8:31 came into my mind: "If God is for us, who can be against us?" A friend had mentioned this as being their favorite verse, and it came to me like God was speaking to me. I felt Him telling me He WAS listening and He DID care.

I knew right then and there that those thoughts were from Satan and I had believed his lies. I knew that God truly does love me, even when I feel like He's the only one.

To this day I still struggle with those thoughts, once in a while. But I always know that Jesus always loves me and is there for me.

 

Tina Charette

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:01:44

Those of you who don't know me, I'm Nick's Mom. I don't even know where to start but I guess, as close to the beginning as I can. I went to church when I was young but it was on a bus that picked up kids in the neighborhood on Sunday mornings. My parents never went to church or even talked about it with me. I guess they deserve some credit for at least introducing me to it and putting me on that bus. My mom died when I was 9 and that's when my Dad started asking me why I was going to church, what I was getting out of it, etc. It felt like he was discouraging me from going because when I couldn't give him an answer to his question, he pretty much, in so many words, told me it was a waste of time. I stopped riding the bus on Sundays. Later, I started going to church with my best friend and her parents. As a young girl, it was a little scary to me as the church was very different than I was used to. I had been going to a Baptist church and then started going to a Pentecostal church. I was baptized there and went for quite awhile. I also attended a Catholic church a few times with another friend. I was very confused about the whole "church and God" thing and it really made me steer away from church, I had no desire to attend at all. Later, I ended up marrying my husband who had been brought up Catholic but wasn't very devoted to it. He stopped attending church except on special holidays, which then we would both go. I wasn't comfortable in that church whatsoever and he knew it. He was open to trying a different church and really wanted to find one, but I was very leery of it. My mother-in-law is a very devout Catholic and she was always preaching to us about not getting married in a church, not baptizing our babies, etc. and what was going to happen to them because we didn't. That turned me even more away from wanting to attend church, especially the Catholic church. We did some searching for churches when our kids were young as we felt as though it was our duty as parents to at least introduce it to them. We sent our boys to Awana Cubbies and attended that church for a little while but left. Once we moved to North Carolina, my husband met a guy at work who bugged him to try his church. After a few months, we decided to give it a try. It felt very comfortable right away and the people were awesome. It was a Church of the Brethren which we had never even heard of. Anyway, we continued to go there the whole time that we lived in NC which was 3 years. That was when we really got close to the Lord, my husband got baptized and so did Nick, it was a really good time in our lives. We moved back to Glendale and had heard that there was a Church of the Brethren here and decided to attend there. It was totally different. The people were very "clickie" there and we just didn't fit in, as long as we tried and as hard as we tried. We tried to get involved in every way that we could. We eventually quit going as it just wasn't changing. We didn't search for a new church, we just quit going and strayed away from God. Nick started attending Parkway with a friend without us. It was amazing to see him change and grow in his faith. I watched him grow closer and closer to God and become this amazing person because of it. Then he got his brother and sister to attend the youth services and they were all so involved. Their friends started going, their girlfriends were going, it was a beautiful thing. All three of my kids were developing this amazing relationship with God and becoming these amazing people because of Him. Brandon and Ashley both got baptized which was an awesome day. We would attend the youth services when they were involved i.e. singing, preaching, drama, etc. I started becoming envious of what they had. I knew that I could have it, I just didn't seek it. After a while, I started praying and talking to God everyday and developing a close relationship with him again. It's amazing how your heart changes when you let him in! Even though I am so blessed with a great family and great friends, there was a hole, an emptiness. Now my heart is whole and it's just amazing! As close as I felt to God in NC, it's still different now. I know that I never truly gave it all up to Him, it's hard to give up the control. But when you realize that He is the only one that has the power, we are so much better off. I realized that, even though I thought I was in control of my life, I wasn't and that He is so much more powerful and knowing than I could ever be.
We have started attending Parkway and it's been awesome. Going to church helps to remind us of what our focus should be and praise and worship him with fellow Christians. Believe me when I say, without God, we are nothing. When you truly give yourself to him, all things are possible and he will never turn away from us no matter what. He is such a forgiving and awesome God, that's the beauty of it all, e

 

Tina Charette (cont)

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 12:05:33

even when we falter, he forgives us and loves us unconditionally. All we have to do is seek Him, follow Him and be obedient to Him.

 

Mark Milligan

Sat, 10 May 2008 09:14:47

Sup' everybody! my name is Mark. Well My whole life changed when i met my older bro chris. I thought "ok cool i got an older brother and me n him are gonna hang out" and stuff like that. We do hang out and stuff like that but i never thought that meeting him and his family would change my life this dramatically. Now before i met them i wasnt really into the whole religion thing. i just beleived in god and jesus. i didnt have a real relationship with him. But now i have faith within him. And i have chris and his family to thank for that. They helped me and my family get a real relationship with him. Now i have been currently attending Parkway Community for about a year now. I'm happier than ever now. So for that i say thank you to all.

 



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